One forward, two back...
Got to love how easy it is be thrown back down on the ground and the knife in my heart given another twist. It is so easy to slip back to this state and I hate it.
Mom came up today to get some stuff. TV, bed, etc. I think that is what started it. I knew it was going to happen, but for it to be happening sucks. Leslie told me my last blog entry was interesting. No idea what that means, and in the state I was already in it really screwed with me. At least she does not have to put of with my crying any more I know she always hated it.
I just spell check this entry and blog came up as a miss spelling. You would think that BLOGger would have blog as a correctly spelled word.
Mom came up today to get some stuff. TV, bed, etc. I think that is what started it. I knew it was going to happen, but for it to be happening sucks. Leslie told me my last blog entry was interesting. No idea what that means, and in the state I was already in it really screwed with me. At least she does not have to put of with my crying any more I know she always hated it.
I just spell check this entry and blog came up as a miss spelling. You would think that BLOGger would have blog as a correctly spelled word.
posted by Elemak at
10:42 PM
3 Comments:
It doesn't matter the step backs or forward, you are still stepping. It is ok for down days. PLease don't beat up on yourself. It is ok. You are entitled to them. Aren't I a good one to talk?!? How are your window panes??? ;-)
-me
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Anonymous, at 3/05/2006 7:03 AM
Hey Eric. I just wanted to stop by and say that even though I know that you have some really good friends who are there for you no matter what(even though I don't know Leah that good I do know that she does care about you and hates that you are having to go through this) that if you ever need Steven (to talk to or just to hang out) just let him know. He will be there if you ever need him. He's just a phone call away. You are in our thoughts and prayers always.
~Ashley~
Psalm 100:5
For the LORD is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations.
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Anonymous, at 3/06/2006 12:27 PM
Thanks everyone!
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Elemak, at 3/06/2006 5:27 PM
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